well..it's all over...

the vacations are over and it's back to work..

a part of me is genuinely happy to be back at the office...gives me less time to think of more trivial matters at hand these days...

It's nice to be back to the A/C, the sound of the ocean and free broadband internet access...

things over here are stable.

I guess.

Miss C spent the night over her dad's house this sunday...so I actually had a date with True...it was our one year anniversary...he was playing at the Hard Rock Cafe...so I tagged along..

It was more of like a "i'llstandupagainstthewallwhileiwatchuplay" type of date.

but it was a date.

...other than that...

things are stable...

not quite where I would like them to be, but stable....

I'm tired.
Let's say relationships are hard. Sometimes people get tired of being nice. Sometimes I wanna see the fruits of my labor...NOW.

I know, that's selfish of me...and I'm not saying True is a bad man. He is not. I'd be lying if I said that he was a bad man. He is a spectacular man. But like all of man (humankind, I mean), we all have flaws. Maybe I'm just to impatient, maybe I just ask for too much. Maybe I am living in a time where we can't all meet everyone's needs. ::sigh::

ramble ramble ramble....
this too shall pass....

I'm off...have tons of letters to open..bills to pay..and things to type...