Day 2.5

I have a wonderful ::snicker:: sensation of vomiting in my mouth.

I think I just might roll over and die.

Obviously I won't. Neither the rolling over (I'm in a skirt today) or the dying part.

Things are in complete sucking mode.

All I can say is that my sorry ass has been in bed at 9pm on the dot.

I wake up around 4am with the sensation there is someone in my house.

I try to go back to sleep only to wake up very tired.

I was hearing a song today "You are the Sun" and I started to cry.

I feel just like the moon, with no light of my own...trying desperately to face the "Sun"




all will be well, and this too shall pass....