Thank u all for your words of encouragement through my tough times....I've needed them to get by...and I thank u from the bottom of my wee lil' heart..

Things are in a standstill...I've kind of decided to stay away from everything and I've been out of the house, not watching my dad, like I was supposed to. I called him a few times to check up on him, invited him to church, asked if he needed food and ultimately decided I would put this situation into God's hands.

Cuz frankly, I can't do no more.

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In other news...the whole church began a fast on Monday...a 21 day fast....
We can't eat meat, or anything fried, or with wheat...no candy or sodas, or fake juice...

Only fish, veggies, whole wheat bread and pastas, 100% juice and fresh fruits...

In other words...

I'm screwed...

I'll be about 30 pounds lighter by the end of next month...
So far, apples and rice cakes have been my allies...
But I don't know how much longer they will remain so...

We'll see...

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In the best news ever...

My Ipod arrived yesterday.

I have an Ipod...
I can officially take out of my car my 200 plus CD portfolio....
Welcome to the Digital era...
Bout time..

Now if I can only learn how to use all these fancy gadgets...then I'll be all set...

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I have a show on Wednesday..I tried to practice yesterday..but it all sounded like shit...and to top it all off...I practiced with True.

I'll be honest...I don't like practicing in front of him. He knows this. Homeboy makes me nervous. Because Homeboy is good and very critical. I am too, but I'm rusty..it's been a while and I need to get back on track...I practiced with my back turned to him....Wednesday I'll just wear a paper bag on my head...

If I don't get myself together...I'll flop tomorrow...

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So...that's about it..I'm still alive..still kicking and eating granny green apples all the way....

I'll be coming round' your blogs, and catching up...

Out.